full tilt can suck my left nut

so i run a shitty $2 stud/8 stt

then nyrps - pick up AA twice in 4 hands with no action, few hands later get AK in BB, standard raise, rambler reraises, I shove, he calls w/77 & board bricks

then i jump in a $5 s/8 stt. big chip lead, start to lose it as shorties hang on like cockroaches. regain the lead, then bust like a motherfucker in these 2 hands back to back




Full Tilt Poker Game #7144708669: $5 + $0.50 Sit & Go (54302846), Table 1 - 600/1200 Ante 100 - Limit Stud H/L - 23:43:59 ET - 2008/07/08
Seat 1: mikes898 (3,076)
Seat 4: Dave44 (1,699)
Seat 5: jl131 (4,024)
Seat 6: Jaeusin (3,201)
mikes898 antes 100
Dave44 antes 100
jl131 antes 100
Jaeusin antes 100
*** 3RD STREET ***
Dealt to mikes898 [2d]
Dealt to Dave44 [Ks]
Dealt to jl131 [9d 3h] [Ad]
Dealt to Jaeusin [6h]
mikes898 is low with [2d]
mikes898 brings in for 200
Dave44 folds
jl131 completes it to 600 - i pretty much always complete with A showing
Jaeusin folds
mikes898 calls 400 - probably low hand
*** 4TH STREET ***
Dealt to mikes898 [2d] [Kh] - great for me if he's looking for low
Dealt to jl131 [9d 3h Ad] [8c]
jl131 bets 600
mikes898 calls 600 - ???
*** 5TH STREET ***
Dealt to mikes898 [2d Kh] [2c] - ok we'll probably chop now
Dealt to jl131 [9d 3h Ad 8c] [4c]
mikes898 checks
jl131 bets 1,200
mikes898 calls 1,200
*** 6TH STREET ***
Dealt to mikes898 [2d Kh 2c] [5s]
Dealt to jl131 [9d 3h Ad 8c 4c] [Kd]
mikes898 checks
jl131 bets 1,200
mikes898 calls 576, and is all in
jl131 shows [9d 3h Ad 8c 4c Kd]
mikes898 shows [As Ac 2d Kh 2c 5s] fucking beautiful
Uncalled bet of 624 returned to jl131
*** 7TH STREET ***
Dealt to mikes898 [As Ac 2d Kh 2c 5s] [2h]
Dealt to jl131 [9d 3h Ad 8c 4c Kd] [Qd] #)$(@)!$*(@#)!)*$@#)$(!@# how i can miss every motherfreaking goddam low card in the deck?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
jl131 shows [9d 3h Ad 8c 4c Kd Qd] Ace King high, for high
mikes898 shows [As Ac 2d Kh 2c 5s 2h] a full house, Twos full of Aces, for high
mikes898 wins the pot (6,352) with a full house, Twos full of Aces
No low hand qualified gee, ya think?



Full Tilt Poker Game #7144718616: $5 + $0.50 Sit & Go (54302846), Table 1 - 600/1200 Ante 100 - Limit Stud H/L - 23:44:45 ET - 2008/07/08
Seat 1: mikes898 (6,352)
Seat 4: Dave44 (1,599)
Seat 5: jl131 (948)
Seat 6: Jaeusin (3,101)
mikes898 antes 100
Dave44 antes 100
jl131 antes 100
Jaeusin antes 100
*** 3RD STREET ***
Dealt to mikes898 [4h]
Dealt to Dave44 [2h]
Dealt to jl131 [Qh Qd] [Qc] lol... well, at least i know i'm good for high half
Dealt to Jaeusin [Kh]
Dave44 is low with [2h]
Dave44 has 15 seconds left to act
Dave44 brings in for 200
jl131 completes it to 600
Jaeusin has 15 seconds left to act
Jaeusin raises to 1,200
mikes898 folds
Dave44 folds
jl131 calls 248, and is all in
Jaeusin shows [6d Kd Kh]
jl131 shows [Qh Qd Qc]
Uncalled bet of 352 returned to Jaeusin
*** 4TH STREET ***
Dealt to jl131 [Qh Qd Qc] [3c]
Dealt to Jaeusin [6d Kd Kh] [Kc] seriously? are you FUCKING kidding me???????
*** 5TH STREET ***
Dealt to jl131 [Qh Qd Qc 3c] [2c]
Dealt to Jaeusin [6d Kd Kh Kc] [4s]
*** 6TH STREET ***
Dealt to jl131 [Qh Qd Qc 3c 2c] [Jh]
Dealt to Jaeusin [6d Kd Kh Kc 4s] [5c]
*** 7TH STREET ***
Dealt to jl131 [Qh Qd Qc 3c 2c Jh] [6h]
Dealt to Jaeusin [6d Kd Kh Kc 4s 5c] [8c]
Jaeusin shows [6d Kd Kh Kc 4s 5c 8c] three of a kind, Kings, for high
jl131 shows [Qh Qd Qc 3c 2c Jh 6h] three of a kind, Queens, for high
Jaeusin wins the pot (2,296) with three of a kind, Kings
jl131 stands up and starts digging around for the phone # for the suicide hotline

I mean come on, WTF?!?!!??! a million outs to the low, cant hit a goddam one. then i get rolled up and he hits the miracle?????? seriously, i need to find some sort of zombie voodoo priestess or something to break this disgusting spell/curse, whatever the fuck it is on me. I really can't take it any more.

every aspect of my life right now is such an incredible disaster, and to have poker treat me like this too, seriously does make me want to just slit my pathetic fucking loser throat.